I used to ride bareback at a full gallop, wind blowing through my hair, energy surging through me, free and brave! Riding was something that relaxed me.
Now things are different. Its too windy to ride. I feel a migraine headache coming on. My horse seems a little hyper today. The arena is too crowded. I don't know anyone here.
Better not ride today. I will do it tomorrow.
I can make more excuses than the day is long. More promises to myself.
More letting myself down.
No more -- this has to end.
I will not let fear rule my life.
I will not let myself down.
I hate the fact that horses don't have steering wheels and brakes, I think that they pick up on my tenseness (not sure that's even a word but you know what I mean!)
ReplyDeleteLOL I agree! Horses seem to pick up on everything!
ReplyDeletePeople need not fear if they are capable of achieving what they need and want.
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